Teenage Diary
Hi Sweetu
I m waiting to tell you that how much I ❤️ you sweetheart. You are my whole world . When I woke up early in morning the first thought that came in mind is of you . You are also my last thought when I fall asleep. I need you and miss you every as like an addiction with you. You are with me when I need you more . You never let me go away .
17-February-2021
Aj kuch khas mn nhi h bolne ka kbhi kbhi bs chup rhne ka hi mn krta h . Phir bhi thoda bhot btadeti hu aj apki tbiyt khrb thi thodi . Isliye jyada preshan nhi Kia mne apko bs koshish krrhihu ab jyada interfere na kru apki lif me tane Marne km krdu jse AP ko koi mtlb nhi rhta Ab mujse . Pta nhi sweetu Kya bat h bt ab sch bolu to phle vali Khushi nhimilti muje apse bat krke . Shyd Jo kuch bhi pichle dino me hua duriya bdh gyi h or ek cheez bolu Jo bhrosa tha na appr muje vo bhi khtm ho gya h bolte h na tuti Hui cheeg ko jodne k bad usme drar rh hi jati phle jsa nhi hota, vhi hmare sath bhi h . Try krrhihu bhrosa krne ki phle vala pr AP ki trf se jb hme lekr koi response nhi hota koi kdm nhi bdhta to m bhi peeche ht jatihu jse aj ht gyi janbujkr call nhi Kia apko bs wait Kia kiapko shyd din k 12hrs me Meri yad ayi h yanhi . 😶pr dukh hua sirf 2bar jse m apki koi jimmedari hu jise AP sirf nibha rheho . pta h sweetu ab apbhot bdl chuke ho even muje hi pta nhi chla ki AP itna kse change ho gye ya fir AP shyd ase hi the mne hi apko Jana nhi shise . Jb AP din k us hour me call krte ho na Jo mere liye unexpected ho to m bya nhi krskti kitni pyari feeling hoti h m satve asmaan pr hotihu or khud pr proud krtihu that u r in my life bt ......... shyd vo din ae kbhi jb m fir se asi feeling mhsoos kru . Or ha apni tbiyt kabhi dhyan nhi rkhte ap pta nhi Kya ajeeb bhoot chdhah appr body builder bnne ka . Bt itsok muje AP se pyar h apke six packs ya apke face se nhi . Smjhe mere lngoor. Or ek last bat gussa hu m apse mne ek game bnaya or khud bhul gye AP . Pr itsok as ur wish . Pray krungi bhgvanse hme sath rkhe .lifetime life time na bhi ho to AP jiske bhi sath ho khush rho . Apki dream girl.
Gn 😘 ilovee u alott sweetupie thoda time dedia kro yr or kuch nhi chahiye apse . No byee.
21-February-2021
Apko pta h sweetu relationship me or pyar me bhot bda difference hota h . Jb insan relationship me hota h to vo itna emotional nhi hota sirf is nkli se word me hi rhta h practical hoke sochta h. Shyd isliye hi jb vo Tut jata h usko koi khas frk nhi pdta . May be AP bhi mere sath relationship me ho pr muje apse pyar h . Asa pyar Jo sath sone ka mohtaj nhi h in sbse kafi jyada dur. Asa pyar jisme bhle hi AP sath na ho bt phir bhi apke hone ka ahsas hrpl hota h .I Kno w pgl hu thodi si pr pgl hi Shihu is nkli logo ki duniya me . AP ke sath ek choti si alg duniya bna li h mne apni subh bhi apse shuru hoti h rat bhi apke bare me sochkr . Pr kbhi kbhi bhgvan ko Khushi brdash nhi hoti Meri JB lgne lgta h ki i.m so lucky that u r In my life to ek thppd marte h muje or realize krate h ki m pglhu or tod dete h Meri pyari si duniya ko ek jhtkeme . Jse abhi kuch din phle hua . M apko kbhi gltnhi manti yr u r always right . Sbse ache ho AP ek us tare ki trh Jo sbse alg hota h asman me chand k pas or sbse chAmkeela . Jiske jsa koi nhi .my sweet lngoor . Shyd isliye. Itni insecure rhti hu m
Ha jln hoti h muje beshk alien type hu pr insan hi hu . Muje bilkul psnd nhi koi bhi ldki apke aspas apse bat bhi kre . Pr janti hu ye glt h . Asa nhi krna chahiye muje or m asi hu bhi nhi . Bt iska bhi koi jwab nhi mere pas asa kyo hota h. Chlo ab apko bore krne lgi m abhi khoge kitna lecture sunati h
Pr topic ki last line jb relationship tutta h to sirf relationship hi tutta h bt jb pyar tute to duniya khtm ho jati h kisi ki to insan bhi khtm hojata h . Tension Mt lo mrne valo mese nhi hu m ye sb krke apko preshan nhi krungi pr shyd Jo m hu vo na rhu Meri smile na rhe . U will always be my first and last love forever 😘❤️💖
25-February-2021
Aj phir jroort pdgyi Dil ki feelings ko note krne ki .in dino me realize hi nhi hone dia apne ki muje apni feelings likhu dukhi thi bt AP sath the to ptanhi lga. asa lga ki SB kuch theek h BT vhi Meri mistake hoti h hr bar . Phir mosam ki trh bdl gye yr AP . Pta h agr. Phle vala relation hmare beech hota to shyd aj m apke gusse ko theek krdeti mnaleti .mne koshish ki yr pr kuch bate buri lgjati h muje phir gussa ata h . AP ke mood ko theek krte krte khud ko dukhi krletihu hu adt h dusro ki tkleef khud pr lene ki pr apkoi dusre nhi ho . Hmara rishta phle jsa nhi h yr Jo hr hva k jhoke ko bhi shn krle ek bar tut chuka h ab agr jrasabhi jhtka lga Tut jaega . Na bhrosa h phle jsa na pyar . Sochna pdta h muje apko kuch bhi share krne se phle . Isliye to Jo 3salo me nhi hua vo abhogya muje apni feelings apko share krne k liye notes ka shara Lena pdrha h . Kuch bol hinhi pati hu m . Apko smjh hi nhi parhihu m yr apka yun bdlna ek pal me. Ptanhi m kse rhpaungi apke sath . Dur tk chlne ki sochrkhi h or yha char kdm chlna hi mushqil horkha h . Bhot asani se AP muje kuch bol dete ho mujme patience nhi ,m bhi kisko smjha rhahu ,Meri ego problem or kl subh Inka ek hi jwab soryyyyyyy........,,.....
Or AP expect bhi krte ho ki m bhul jau acha chlo theek h bhul gyi bt is bat ki Kya guarantee h agli bar asa nhi hoga 😄m bhi Kya bol rhi hu na jane kitni bar asa hua h. Bs apki sari glti ek sorry word se dhki jati h . Sb theek hota h yr pr ek jhtkeme ptto kitrh bikhr jati h merilif . Sbkuch theek krtihu m ,sbke bare me sochti hu ,pr din k akhiri phr me Meri ankho me asu k alava kuch nhi hota or puchne vala bhi koi nhi . Pta nhi kb sbkuch theek hoga . Bhot kmjor bnadia h muje I n problem s ne shyd isliye kuch bhi shn nhi krpatihu m . frustration, chichidapn yhi rhgya h . Hopeso sb theek hojaega. Pr ek bat h vse sweetu agr AP sath ho to hr problem asanlgne lgti h . Pr apto sath Dene ki bjae muje hi blame krne lgjate ho . Isliye Meri fvrt line bhi yhi h ...
Chahe so gardishe ho , pr koi bair nhi
..hm duniya se ldlenge pr Tere bgr nhi Dil se sun pia ye Dil ki dasta Jo lbjo me nhi ho bya ,,hmsfr hmraj tu jism m or saaj tu rhna mere pas tu ...sdaaaa. Nano ne bsndhi ksi dor re ..... Munsif tera Mera jor re ,Dil pe chle nakoi jor re ,,Dil khicha chla jae Teri or ve...... I love you sweetu lngoor cutepie srry call prnhi bola dikhati nhi hu apko pr I really love u 😘. ❤️❤️❤️
27-February-2021
Kl mood off tha Mera bhot isliye mn nhi tha kuch khne ka kisise or apki bhi to tbiyt khrb thi isliye. So aj kuch jyada shikayt nhi h apse shyd mne bhi compromise krna seekh Lia h thoda bhot dusri ldkiyo jse . 🙂 Aj bhi m bat krna chahti thi apse pr apne bola hi nhi call cut na kre . May be apko tbiyt ki vjhse irritated Ness horhiho. Meri bhi tbiyt khrb h thodisi back me shoulder pain h . Kl to theek hojaega AP tention Mt Lena Meri . Mne bhot koshish ki apka mood acha krne ki bt m bhot bekar kisi kam kinhi hu AP PTA nhi kse Mera mood ek second me theek krdeteho lekin m kyi bar khud hi theek hojati jb ap muje mna r kizid krte ho . 😁😁. Ornhi to Kya itna preshan krte ho . Ek bat bolu schi schi jb AP preshan hoteho na muje lgta h m hi preshan hu tb m apni sari tension bhulkr apki problem solve krne k bare m sochti hu . Apko hmesha khush dekhna chahtihu yr . pta jb koyle ka kala pan or kala ho jata h to usse koi frk nhi pdta kisiko pr JB heere ki chmk km hoti h to usse bhot frk pdta h kyoki koyla to pphlese kala hota h .vse hi m to phlese rude or gussal hu to koi frk nhi pdta mere dukhi hone se pr AP kbhi sad nhi hone chahiye . I wish apko life mekbhi koi problem na ho hmesha khush rho ap jiyni problem deni h bhgvan muje Dede bt apko nhi . Apko sad nhi dekh skti m . Smjhe mere cutie pie
Vse AP sochte hoge ki ye sb bate m apke samne kyo nhi bolti yha kyo likhti dekho ek to muje yad nhi ata ustim pr ,or apko dukhi nhi krna chahti apni bato se kyoki m to pgl hu kuchbhi bolti hu apki burai bhi krdeti hu yhato .or apko khona nhi chahti or shyd Meri imsb bato se apko frk bhi nhi pdta ab yr m itni bar yhi sb bate apko bol chuki hu . AP to apni hi dhunme rhte ho
Chlo ab sojao gn 😘 ❤️ love u no byee or dhyan to rkhna nhi hota apko aye bde body builder lngoor khike.🙉🙉🙈🐒🍇🍇🍇🍇❣️❤️💋💋👅
Heart Touching............
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